American Indian or symbol of the bear of the Indians?

I am very interested in American history and indigenous culture. I read a lot about him. I am very sad about what happened to the Native Americans when white settlers arrived in America. I am very fascinated by the spiritual guides and totems. I understand (correct me if I'm wrong) that the Indians believe that their spiritual guides and animal totems are. I bought a bunch of vintage Native American jewelry because I think it has some "Spirituality" within it. Although the port of jewelry I asked my spiritual guide, or let me know. A week later, I found a Dream Catcher money with a charming little stone bears bright yellow center, and below an individual silver pen. I put the charm of found objects, where I work, and two months, no one had called, so I took it. Is it "my answer? Perhaps my guide Spirit of the Bear? or my totem? Is the pen means nothing?

When the student is ready the teacher appears. The pen can be the first step in their journey, but more likely a passenger with his totem.

Totem Power Stones – funny